Addiction is the soulbody’s response to a karmic need for absolute reassurance that all is as it should be in physical reality. Addiction is a substitute for awareness of divine love. When one is consuming the addictive substance or engaging in the addictive behavior, one is pursuing an old, familiar path leading to a comfortable desired exciting end; yet addiction never provides satiation except temporarily. There is always a Fall after Paradise. And yet, for the brief duration of the high, addiction provides an altered state similar to that which is experienced by saints in trance of divine love.
Mister Rand thinks that his addiction is to compulsive overeating. This is in fact the case to some extent. He came into physical reality to create an amalgamation of his spiritual, emotional, intellectual, and physical experiences, to find unity amongst them and to communicate this unity in his writing and speaking and intuitive counseling. Yet his yearning for to dissolve back into the Plane of Light and Sound is so great that he also required a powerful tether to physical reality in order to complete his purpose here. Addiction to food provides this.
He has, like many compulsive eaters, suffered from starvation in other incarnations. His body has wasted away in Calicut or Calcutta, he has clawed for purchase on the walls of a concentration camp oven, he has drowned, he has roamed the countryside hiding from the Black Death, he has stolen food in the Renaissance, he has cooked great elaborate meals for masters that he has not been permitted to eat himself. And so he permits himself pleasure without restraint. Of course he also pays a price for this, which is a shortened and less fulfilling life.
While after a binge he may feel himself hopeless, all is never lost forever. As he lets love in, his addiction will retreat. As he lets his body enjoy itself in water therapy at the gymnasium, he will stimulate biological processes that help regularize his body sugars to provide more ready assimilation of sugars and nutriments from the foods he eats, thus reducing cravings. He is at root a runner, with a runner’s metabolism, burdened with an addict’s lethargy.
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— Channeled 1 November 2013